One of the holiday traditions that Solo and Julie had started since living together was decorating for the holidays together. It had naturally come about just by Julie's desire to do holidays very big and Solo's desire to not see the decorations become too overwhelming or hideous (a certain about of holiday kitsch was acceptable and expected). So it worked out that they planned out their time to decorate for the holidays and no holiday was bigger than Christmas.
Decorations became decorations and food and drink as they started to make their home look something like a winter wonderland. Solo was taking a sip of some hot cider as he hung stockings on the mantle before turning to Julie.
"So when we get our house in the country, just how large of a fireplace are we going to need for all the extra little stockings?"
It was the first time he'd ever mentioned a family beyond the two of them. He had known that Julie wanted a family and he had never been against it he just hadn't exactly been as... enthusiastic as she was. Part of him still thought that she'd made a terrible mistake in choosing him as a future father of their children and had been waiting for her to realize that but it never happened. Solo supposed that if she hadn't come to that realization now then she probably wasn't going to.
So he had been thinking about it a lot lately and trying to come to grips with the reality. Being resigned to being a parent was no way to go about it so he had to unpack that. Was he really afraid he'd do a poor job or that he'd have to give up certain aspects of his life? Or was it both? It was likely both.
But the more he thought about it the more he came around to the idea of it. Part of it was just blind faith that once Julie became pregnant things would fall into place. So he thought it was time to talk about it.
Decorations became decorations and food and drink as they started to make their home look something like a winter wonderland. Solo was taking a sip of some hot cider as he hung stockings on the mantle before turning to Julie.
"So when we get our house in the country, just how large of a fireplace are we going to need for all the extra little stockings?"
It was the first time he'd ever mentioned a family beyond the two of them. He had known that Julie wanted a family and he had never been against it he just hadn't exactly been as... enthusiastic as she was. Part of him still thought that she'd made a terrible mistake in choosing him as a future father of their children and had been waiting for her to realize that but it never happened. Solo supposed that if she hadn't come to that realization now then she probably wasn't going to.
So he had been thinking about it a lot lately and trying to come to grips with the reality. Being resigned to being a parent was no way to go about it so he had to unpack that. Was he really afraid he'd do a poor job or that he'd have to give up certain aspects of his life? Or was it both? It was likely both.
But the more he thought about it the more he came around to the idea of it. Part of it was just blind faith that once Julie became pregnant things would fall into place. So he thought it was time to talk about it.